God is still a good God

Thank God.

This week wasn't the best week. Thank God for helping me through it and reminding me to seek Him always always.

Is God good? Yes.
Is God faithful? Yes.

I believe in that even when bad things happen to me.
I believe in that even when what I desire has not come yet.

Am I losing faith? Yes.
But I am not faithless. Just that I going through a season of dryness. This is not a bad thing. It is normal. =) In fact, many times it is through this kind of dryness you grow even more, you seek God even more. So I thank God for the dry seasons and the joyous occasions.

Why am I in a season of dryness?
There are so many things I am believing God for. These things are the desires of my heart. And I really do desire them. I have ever desired for things the wrong way. I pray that this time it is not the wrong way. Desire the right things and in the right way. So God, if I am ever desiring these things with wrong intentions or desire them so much that it has blinded me, I lift it to You and help me move on to being a better person.

I thank God for testimonies.
Today, during cell group meeting there were about 80% of us who gave testimony on financial blessings. They ranged from a few dollars all the way to thousand of dollars to promotions and pay raise!!! God is indeed faithful and you can see God working. The more you give, even more will be given unto you. Even when you give to the poor, you are lending unto the Lord. How can you outgive God? I was one of them who gave a testimony of a financial blessing. I got a 3figure blessing. But I am believing God for even greater blessings. When? How? I do not know.
Why do I thank God for these testimonies? It is because they encourage me. They reinforce the goodness of God. The faithfulness of God. That is the purpose of testimonies... to share His goodness. You never know how your testimony can help the people around you. =)